The more I think about it, the more my head hurts.
[ But he doesn't sound as mortified and upset as he has in the past. The last few times he's explained this, he's had minor, mental horrors that have struck him. ]
I mean, I'm alive now. Can't be sure if it killed me... And I don't remember much outside of that to gauge when it happened.
[ God, he hates even saying that? ]
But the verdict's still out about whether or not Retrospec is forcing someone else's memories on us or if it was past life entirely.
Whether you survived or not... I wonder how much bearing that actually has on the situation. If these were past lives, a death means little to your life now.
[But that's a big if these days, isn't it?]
But as you said, that depends on what theory you subscribe to. Both are a bit disturbing in their own right. I can tell you that neither one of us ever asked to be reconstructed.
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[ But he doesn't sound as mortified and upset as he has in the past. The last few times he's explained this, he's had minor, mental horrors that have struck him. ]
I mean, I'm alive now. Can't be sure if it killed me... And I don't remember much outside of that to gauge when it happened.
[ God, he hates even saying that? ]
But the verdict's still out about whether or not Retrospec is forcing someone else's memories on us or if it was past life entirely.
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[But that's a big if these days, isn't it?]
But as you said, that depends on what theory you subscribe to. Both are a bit disturbing in their own right. I can tell you that neither one of us ever asked to be reconstructed.