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Noctis Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] kittycaterer) wrote2017-06-25 08:46 pm

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Noctis Caelum
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mercurio: ❥ponponpon (154)

[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-15 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
i know it's not wrong but that's why it scares me
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
i know that it's just

it scares me because i've never had someone like you in my life
you know all my shit and you've seen the ugly sides of me that even i can't bring myself to like
and you still say you'll support me without question
even if i'm stupid and dumb and oblivious to everything
and i hurt myself and i drop out of college and i bring in pets bc i don't want them to have to be alone
like i was
and even when i don't have enough time in a day or i forget to eat on purpose
or have stupid big dreams of a photography studio
and then make you angry when i bring up the memories and stuff
and there's a stupid hole on my wall that you hate with your entire being for some reason

and you're still here

and you don't hate me

it scares me
mercurio: ❥ponponpon (267)

[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[that's unfair]

you're the best thing that's ever happened to me
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
...so
i'll try my hardest not to feel scared about it
about the idea that i got you in my life


[he made this awkward..........]
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
yeah i was kind of surprised at your tl;dr

[....]

can i ask you a dumb question?
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
ten years from now
we'll still be together?
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
after ten years people get
you know

a kid and a house and stuff..
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
i never saw myself as someone who could fall under the category of "happily married"
but... i think
over time

yeah
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
you're the ones getting the rings tho
right?


[after a minute, another text message]

"ever by your side"
i think i get it now
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
nah

i think it'd be kind of obvious if we had been
but we were definitely close
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
yeah

[...]

so if the time is ever right
we'll get married

i wanna live long enough to have a whole life with you
mercurio: ❥famira (097)

[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
we will
i'm not letting you go anywhere else but there
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[personal profile] mercurio 2018-04-16 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
that's depressing
but yeah
basically