if you think i need it you have your own life you know im not your keeper just be more upfront about what you have going on im always gonna support you
[ Oh, that's... Not something he expected. Noctis looks over the text, over the one where Prompto had offered, and he wonders if Prompto wanted him to have the schedule.
He frowns. Rejection is not at all what he's trying to do here. ]
oh no i didnt...
[ Gods, he's such crap at this. He thought he was getting better. ]
maybe having your schedule would be a good idea so i can show up at your jobs and embarrass you with packed lunches
[ Please have that make this better. He genuinely feels bad now. ]
[the next text is the attached .pdf file.] yeah maybe i color coded them so it's easier to distinguish them my schedule might change next week again but i'll give you the new one then
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[prompto did sure put this together for noctis. while noctis got to talk things out with ignis, he opened up his laptop and started organising his shit to make things better with his boyfriend] i don't have a plan for the food stuff yet
[ Noctis sits up in bed, looking over the schedule. It's organized, put together. And it seems like a lot of work was put into it. He has no idea that Prompto had made it specifically for him, but he sees here that this is important. Judging by the way Prompto tells him it will always be updated.
He saves the .pdf on his phone. Even uploads it to his own calendar. ]
ill keep an eye out for it hey why dont you start stopping by here for breakfast im sure i can ask iggy for a meal plan hes got me on one
[ Noctis has to wonder if he's struck a sensitive spot or something, because that is a lot of typos and rambling that happened just now. He knows a startled Prompto when he sees it. ]
of course i was i kinda had to prioritize the fact that you werent taking care of yourself first you really thought i wasnt paying attention?
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i'm not trying to make you feel guilty
..i'm genuinely worried that you're not ok cuz of me
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how i feel is irrelevant
youre the one you should be focusing on
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im worried sick about you
thats where this all started
but dont freak out over it
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you and i are fine
ok
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[he wanted to hear that]
...do you want me to send you a schedule of my week? where to find me and stuff
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you have your own life you know im not your keeper
just
be more upfront about what you have going on
im always gonna support you
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[he bites at his lip, obsessively, for about a minute.]
[be more upfront]
when you say no to the smallest of things i ask... sometimes
sometimes it feels like a huge rejection
even if it seems like nothing
i'm sorry
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He frowns. Rejection is not at all what he's trying to do here. ]
oh
no i didnt...
[ Gods, he's such crap at this. He thought he was getting better. ]
maybe having your schedule would be a good idea
so i can show up at your jobs and embarrass you with packed lunches
[ Please have that make this better. He genuinely feels bad now. ]
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yeah maybe
i color coded them so it's easier to distinguish them
my schedule might change next week again but i'll give you the new one then
[...]
[prompto did sure put this together for noctis. while noctis got to talk things out with ignis, he opened up his laptop and started organising his shit to make things better with his boyfriend]
i don't have a plan for the food stuff yet
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He saves the .pdf on his phone. Even uploads it to his own calendar. ]
ill keep an eye out for it
hey
why dont you start stopping by here for breakfast
im sure i can ask iggy for a meal plan
hes got me on one
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did you tell him?
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hes better at parsing things than i am
i didnt know what else to do
so yeah
[ A second later: ]
im sorry
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the more people to shame me into eating the better
won't have to come up with reasons why you'd want him
to cook for me at least
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you see where i need the help
... youre not mad are you?
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of course not
i don't get mad noct
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sometimes i think you should
cool
we can set a goal now
gain weight and get that studio of yours opened up
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[noct was listening??]
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open up a photography studio
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to
to openn up a place to take pix
of liek
like*
pets and people and just..
you /were/ listening
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of course i was
i kinda had to prioritize the fact that you werent taking care of yourself first
you really thought i wasnt paying attention?
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i really really want this to happen
that's why i'm working so much
it'll pay off right??
what do you think of it?
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and i think its the most you-thing to pursue
i look forward to setting up your security systems for the studio and your files
:p
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you.....really think i got what it takes?
to run a business?
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youve got enthusiasm and passion for days
its not gonna be easy but
you wont be alone
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