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[kittycaterer]

Noctis Caelum

"You got Noctis. Do the thing."

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[mercurio]

yeah it's pretty late for me
i just... miss you
i guess

[and wanted to check if we were okay]

[kittycaterer]

yeah...
i miss you too

[ He wants to say so much more, but he feels like he'll just make it worse for Prompto. ]

im sorry
dont think i made things any easier

[mercurio]

you needed space
i get that

[to recharge and all]

are you okay?

[kittycaterer]

dude
its not about me
i left because i didnt

[ Gods, he fucked up. ]

im used to being on the other side of this
where everyone else worries and feel helpless
didnt know how to handle it i guess
and that wasnt right of me
you deserve better than that

[mercurio]

i was hoping we wouldn't be arguing over this
i'm not trying to make you feel guilty
..i'm genuinely worried that you're not ok cuz of me

[kittycaterer]

stop that
how i feel is irrelevant
youre the one you should be focusing on

[kittycaterer]

yeah
im worried sick about you
thats where this all started
but dont freak out over it

[mercurio]

but.. :(

[kittycaterer]

prompto
you and i are fine
ok

[mercurio]

okay

[he wanted to hear that]

...do you want me to send you a schedule of my week? where to find me and stuff

[kittycaterer]

if you think i need it
you have your own life you know im not your keeper
just
be more upfront about what you have going on
im always gonna support you

[mercurio]

[he was ready to send the pdf with his work schedule, but his finger stops hovering over the attachment button on the chatbox.]

[he bites at his lip, obsessively, for about a minute.]

[be more upfront]

when you say no to the smallest of things i ask... sometimes
sometimes it feels like a huge rejection
even if it seems like nothing

i'm sorry

[kittycaterer]

[ Oh, that's... Not something he expected. Noctis looks over the text, over the one where Prompto had offered, and he wonders if Prompto wanted him to have the schedule.

He frowns. Rejection is not at all what he's trying to do here. ]

oh
no i didnt...

[ Gods, he's such crap at this. He thought he was getting better. ]

maybe having your schedule would be a good idea
so i can show up at your jobs and embarrass you with packed lunches

[ Please have that make this better. He genuinely feels bad now. ]

[mercurio]

[the next text is the attached .pdf file.]

yeah maybe
i color coded them so it's easier to distinguish them
my schedule might change next week again but i'll give you the new one then

[...]

[prompto did sure put this together for noctis. while noctis got to talk things out with ignis, he opened up his laptop and started organising his shit to make things better with his boyfriend]

i don't have a plan for the food stuff yet

[kittycaterer]

[ Noctis sits up in bed, looking over the schedule. It's organized, put together. And it seems like a lot of work was put into it. He has no idea that Prompto had made it specifically for him, but he sees here that this is important. Judging by the way Prompto tells him it will always be updated.

He saves the .pdf on his phone. Even uploads it to his own calendar. ]

ill keep an eye out for it
hey
why dont you start stopping by here for breakfast
im sure i can ask iggy for a meal plan
hes got me on one

[mercurio]

[...ignis]

did you tell him?

[kittycaterer]

[ Shit. ]

hes better at parsing things than i am
i didnt know what else to do
so yeah

[ A second later: ]

im sorry

[mercurio]

nah it's okay
the more people to shame me into eating the better
won't have to come up with reasons why you'd want him
to cook for me at least

[kittycaterer]

my method would have been to start feeding you like a baby
you see where i need the help
... youre not mad are you?

[mercurio]

get all the gerber food and let's have a night of regrets

of course not
i don't get mad noct

[kittycaterer]

pff
sometimes i think you should

cool
we can set a goal now
gain weight and get that studio of yours opened up

[mercurio]

what

[noct was listening??]

[kittycaterer]

thats your endgame right
open up a photography studio

[mercurio]

yeah i want to! i want to..
to
to openn up a place to take pix
of liek
like*
pets and people and just..

you /were/ listening

[kittycaterer]

[ Noctis has to wonder if he's struck a sensitive spot or something, because that is a lot of typos and rambling that happened just now. He knows a startled Prompto when he sees it. ]

of course i was
i kinda had to prioritize the fact that you werent taking care of yourself first
you really thought i wasnt paying attention?